I’m closing the door on this blog.
I need to regroup. Again.
What started as emotional stress moved into work stress which just took over everything and I let it. I know I let it, I didn’t stop it.
And I’m not in a good place, I did exactly what I said I’d never do. I worked too hard to do it. And then little by little, that happened. I’m back (mostly) (close enough)
And it makes me miserable and I’m sick & tired of being miserable.
I started another awhile back when I had a couple day burst of energy, but it didn’t last. I’m going to pick back up there.
I’ve never been a huge draw-er of support from here, it’s mostly been a place to through out thoughts, but you know, I really wouldn’t mind it now. It’s not as easy this time around…