January 2011
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Kudos Charlotte airport
I have seen 2 Starbucks, a Jamba Juice, a fruit bar place.
I think I could actually eat here! (as I sit with my coffee and a banana from home)
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Checking In...
I’m here. And still where I have been.
I haven’t been working out at all, I have absolutely no desire to (yes, I know it’ll probably make me feel better, etc. this is not a permanent thing, just a now thing). I’m not counting every thing that goes in my mouth. I just need a bit of a break for it all.
I’m still getting on the scale every so often, but not every day....
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It's been an emotional weekend...
And what I’ve learned is that I have so much to learn. I have all these thoughts that I can’t quite get into any readable or sensical order (is that a word? the opposite of nonsensical?)
But everything is a roller coaster, up and down, tears to laughter, comfort to discomfort.
Even tonight, while out I did feel adorable. But while I was getting dressed, I put on 3 different jeans,...
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Lunch :: 01/14/11
From Cook’s Fresh Market. Even though it’s across the street from my Theater, I’ve never eaten there before. It all looks very delicious, but it’s a bit on the pricey side. I went in once and perused the sandwichese, but went elsewhere. I wish I had gone farther in before, because seriously today I was thinking to myself, I wish there was somewhere downtown that I could...
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Best. Idea. Ever.
In the midst of amazing replies I got about my bathing suit size post, this one particularly stood out:
mollierunsherbunsoff replied to your post: Ass Backwards NSV
ugh, i can totally relate. cut the tag out!
Um, awesome idea. It’s just a number. It doesn’t mean anything. And who needs to know? I’m the one wearing it.
Never would have thought of that on my own, sadly...
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Ass Backwards NSV
I was recently shopping for a bathing suit for this upcoming cruise with the family, and tried on a couple size 12 bathing suits.
The bottoms were just a touch snug and made a for a bit of a more visible tummy. This weight loss thing is just as much of a mental thing as it is the actual work. But even back in HS, if I could wear a medium, I’d get the medium. Even if the large just gave that...
SHOES!
I was flipping through online things, saw the dress post I recently posted, and remembered I have to try them on with the new shoes!!
I may even post new pictures…
Ok, so this isn't like fishing for compliments and...
wanderlustingthoughts:
do you guys ever wonder what the fuck anyone ever sees in you? Like I don’t even understand why a boy would like me. Seriously. I just can’t see what qualities I posses that would be attractive to the opposite sex, in a serious overall manner. I just don’t know. It’s a weird concept.
I had this sort of conversation with someone the other day, actually. That guys...
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2011 Weigh In
I’ve been avoiding the scale a bit. I didn’t really think it was going up, I did okay over the holidays. But I knew it wasn’t going down. Then it was shark week over the new year and I didn’t want that to be the start.
But for the start of 2010 I still wasn’t really posting my weight online, so I don’t have that reference (I could look it up on WW...
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Dresses
Between my mom & I, my dress collection has increased 10 fold from any time in my life, ever. It doesn’t hurt that we’re going a family cruise in a couple weeks, so we’re getting dress happy. But between thrift shops in NH & CO and other fun places, I am purchasing dresses, and getting them in the mail.
This one I was particularly excited about. It’s my Junior Prom...
Life Does Jed: You know that feeling →
lifedoesjed:
when you go to the gym when you are overweight and you think everyone is staring and whispering to their buddy, “look at that fat guy.” I know the feeling. I was there once. At the fitness center tonight there was a guy and a girl riding stationary bikes. The guy looked like he would rather be…
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Today was a really rough day. Last night was a lot of talking and rehashing and honesty, which was a lot to think about overnight and today. And resulted in more honesty and a break. Which may be a break up. Which is weird, because we were only an item when we decided not to be. If that makes sense.
Even if I explained it all, I’m sure it wouldn’t make sense, anyway.
But anyway,...
Ok. I need to sleep so I can snowboard in the...
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One Twenty Five: I am writing candidly… O.k., I’m... →
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When I view old photos of myself (like the one below) I actually shudder. Shudder at how I didn’t see what I actually looked like.
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I know someone wrote a post recently about people who have lost significant amounts of weight commenting on old photos of themselves and how it affects people at the beginning of or in the midst of their journey. Perhaps around or...
I just ate French Fries
And I am now CRAVING a banana.
An apple would work too.
Seriously, I need fruit.
(don’t judge me on the french fries)